I've posted a couple of my holiday shoots in my devART. Do check them out! :D

http://quarterpastchaos.deviantart.com

I had a dream about him.
I hate it.
It left me with this stark emptiness inside.
I don't care about r/s anymore but after that dream... GOD....
Can I swear?
...
FUCK IT.


I felt like I'm just torturing myself not to message him or contact him.

I want to call him.
But I don't want him to think I'm desperate.

I want to tell him how much I care about him.
But I don't want him to think I'm weird and obsessive.

I just want to spend another day with him.
But I don't want him to think I have nothing better to do.

He might have another girl.
He might not even remember me.
He might...

Fuck this stupid emotions.
And fuck you for coming into my life.
...But I'm thankful that I've met you though.




............I love you.

1. I'm secretly a bi (not many people know or care XD)
2. Watching guy + guy kissing makes me giggle
3. Is deathly afraid of heights and taking a ride on planes
4. Solving a difficult maths problem makes me satisfied
5. Thinks sex is gross
6. Music is my real boyfriend
7. Will not die without love. But is always wishing for one true love to fall past.
8. Big boobs/excessive muscles makes me puke
9. Will die without internet
10. LOVES to eat frozen-microwavable food

I've been fighting between this two game: Rappelz and Cabal.

Rappelz is kinda fun I suppose. Kinda like RO with skill trees, races and job classes.
Cabal is more straightforward. Lots of skills to specialize on. 6 job classes.

Rappelz has nice scenery.
Cabal has pretty decent scenery.

Rappelz has not much 'flashy' skill animation. (From what I've seen so far)
Cabal has TONS of 'flashy' skill animation. (except for Force Shielders bleh X_X)

Rappelz - I don't spend money.
Cabal - I just spent $250+ on it. :(

Rappelz - A little questing. LOTS of grinding and partying.
Cabal - Lots of quest. Can choose to grind/questing.

IDK. Rappelz remind me alot of RO. So I might be sticking around with 2 games right now. If one gets boring, migrate to the other. If both gets boring, I got Insaniquarium Deluxe. (Effing addictive game). If all games are boring, I'm getting old.

Heh, alright. Tomorrow is the start of my HOLIDAY!! Yay~ Will post pictures up on my deviantART soon. Oh and maybe take a photo of me and Em's big scrapbook project. :)
TTFN~

I wonder if change is a good thing or not...
I changed my guild's RO forum from Invisionfree to Zetaboards because they promised me that there will be alot of updates and additional stuffs to be added.

~_~

But apparently, their server is down today and I can't log in.

I thought of designing at least a banner for the forum.
The skin next.
And then a couple of themes.

ARGH~

ANYWAY! I need to go sleep. It's my off rest period today. YAY~~

TTFN!