A day to celebrate love.
And I love my girls.
And I'm still single.
@_@

Thanks for the wonderful Valentine's Day eve celebration. XDDD
Oh and I think the Chocolate Fondue is spiked. :(
We all got high after eating it! LOL

And the movie 'Jumpers' was not bad.
It was kinda cool... if you can keep up with the story.
Although... some parts weren't explained properly.
AND GOD DAMN THE LEADING ACTRESS WAS SO BLOODY IRRITATING~~
LOL.
Idk.. I just felt like slapping her. HAHA

Some spoilers from the movie's ending...
Girl: Take me somewhere warm...
Boy: Where do you want to go?
Girl: Surprise me... :)
*Jumps**Boom!*

Me, Em and Yani decides to try it after the movie...

Me: SO COLDDD..~ :<
Yani: Take me somewhere warm...
Em: Where you wanna go?
Yani: Surprise me..
All 3 of us jumps and makes the *Boom!* sound effect.
Crowd: WTF?


Watch it to understand it.
LOLOLOL.

Oh oh... Some pics. :>
Chocolate Fondue from Swensen's. Wasn't really nice... BUT hey! It's $18.90. Can't complain. LOL.



Aftermath.
God we're all sloppy eaters! XD:


And so we end the day with a picture taken in the public train. LOLOLOLOL.

Love you gals! :)

I played Ro2.
The verdict?

I'd give it a 8/10.
If your computer has a good graphic card/RAM/the works.

Gamewise, I think it's more or less like RAN Online. Never heard of it? Well it's ALOT like Ro2.
Cept with less cute anime-like characters.

Monsters are cute I admit. But again, the names are weird. Some are named like... Probational Merman Magician?
Yeah, like RAN Online monsters too (Sexy flirty transvestite)
Idk...

All the RAN monsters' names are gay.
XD

Of course there's the conventional RO1 monsters, poring, marin, vadon etc etc
Cept porings arent't the 1st monsters you'll see anymore.
They are replaced with their cousins Pukuis.

Okay srsly WTF?!

Pukuis!?

If you understand malay, you would know what it sounds like. -_-

WTF

Ah well, but I guess the whole gameplay is cute.
Wished the headgears would be in though.

It's not dropped by monsters anymore T_T
Sooo.. until EuphRO2 gets a good NPC scripter, we won't be seeing much of headgears around.

ARGH!~~ So fast my 4 days of relaxation gone....
Tomorrow is working day... again...
Routine... Routine... :(

You could take these online tests...
Yeah, I do these when I got nothing to do/ lazy to do anything at all. XD

ESP test:

This means you have an uncanny ability to look into the future and know ahead of time what is going to happen. You might, for instance, simply know that you're going to get that job before the interview even happens with a certainty that exceeds what you would expect to have simply knowing the facts of the situation. You might have a sense of dread before going out for the evening only to later have a flat tire on your way home. These little hunches are easy to ignore but for you especially, quite often lead to a true prediction of what is going to happen. These predictions can be used to generate positive outcomes, and the more you know about how to use your talent, the more you will be able to distinguish between fantasy of the future and an actual reality you are seeing happen, before it has actually happened.

LOLOL

Or some other tests that Tickle have.
Or just google them.

Also.... I'm downloading EuphRO2. I wanted to poke around to see what sort of ingame mechanics they have... :3

:)

To all those who celebrates this new year,
Happy year of the rat!

And Haruhi goes 3D!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3DRtcj7G8k

Oh... and about that Edison sex scandal thingo:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=io9n4XwJQG0

...what a loser.

Can I really make an impression on someone?
Do I have the power to make someone change for the better?
Am I that special to that someone but he just doesn't show it out?
Am I thinking too much when he only thinks that I'm just a friend to him?
Can I make a difference to someone?

Been thinking today.
About work.
About Sha.
About us.

Clara left S-P just a few days ago. Her job scope is a little too harsh on her - Too physical, she said. I'm more worried about my shift work. What if I forgot how to do some tests. What if I screw up the test and I had to generate a Lab Investigation? What if I keep generating LIs and get sacked the next day? :(

And Sha.... My gawd... Sometimes I think he doesn't even care if I cared about him or not. He's a good friend of mine. And for the first time I've felt like I know this person for years when I only knew him for a few months.
Crazy and very cliché talk, I know.
But seriously, I am serious.

He's already 28. He should get settled down or at least have someone in mind to settle down with. Once you reach 30..... it may be too late. I'm 21. I still got a whole stretch of life ahead of me. I don't care if Sha isn't the one for me, I can still grab some other dude. LOL.

It's weird yeah?

Thinking back on how I noticed him when I was working at TOS, it kinda felt silly at times.
I mean, I DID notice him at first. But I didn't dare made any moves because you know, he might be attached and stuffs. So at that time, he was just my private eye candy. No body knows I was kinda attracted to him. ;o
My office colleagues on the other hand, dropped hints about a certain dude I should take notice of. Inside, I know it was him. I just acted dumb and *cough*innocent*cough*. XD

Then the other 3rd party came - Azman.

He's... not a bad guy overall.
He actually made the 1st move on me. I'm a nice girl. I couldn't reject him. So... I went out with him a couple of times, ate lunch together, went to his house (TO HANG OUT AND WATCH TV! NOTHING ELSE YOU PERVERTED FREAKS) and disturb each other at work. Christine, one of my colleague, thought we were already together and told this news to Sha. (according to her)
During my last week, she (and the rest of the office folks because news pass very fast lol) told me that Azman wasn't really suitable for me. Background wise and academically. We're like a rock and a feather. You know, never really match together.

I never thought of going serious with Azman anyway. I'm not a dumb girl. I know how to choose my dude for a serious relationship.

He's a fun guy to hang out with - but not for a serious r/s with me.

Sha on the other hand, is the complete opposite. He has a degree on Aerospace Eng, (2 Engineering couples ftw?! XD), he has a good family background (or so I heard) and has a very VERY strong religious beliefs. (My mum would absolutely LOVE to have him XD)

Sometimes writing all this out does bug me.
The world is a small place, you write something on the net, it's bound to be found one day.
I'm worried.
I'm worried if he happens to stumble on this blog of mine.

I'll feel even sillier than the time I sent him my 1st email to him.

:(

So after this and that and a couple of months later, here I am - with nothing accomplished.
Nothing changed, well other than the fact that I can talk to Sha now, he's no longer a private eye candy. Other than that.... I just feel that we are just friends.

Love is nothing if it's only one side feeling it.
It feels more like an infatuation or lust.

I don't even know if he feels the same way I do.

=/