It's amazing how much (bad) memories I can endure during my everyday life...

Almost everything I did resulted in a second long flashback. Something that reminded me of some incidents a few years, months or days back.
Sure I always lied about some having a memory of a goldfish. The fact is... I just don't want to remember some stuffs.
I can memorize pretty well, I admit. A little too well. :(

Stuffs that I want to erase completely from my mind, did the complete opposite. It remained forever etched in my brain cells, refusing to die.

Simple stuffs like cooking instant noodles, reminded me of a phrase a certain someone said to me.
Stuffs like watching Rurouni Kenshin, my fav anime of all time, reminded me of another someone.
Yes even stuffs I like doing, like playing RO, MVPing rather, reminded me of someone.

Sif.

I guess some stuffs are to be locked in your memory. Unless I get a concussion or something. That's a different story.

...
...

Maybe I should do that.
Knock myself out cold so I'll forget stuffs.

No.

I'm not going back on that emotional rollercoaster again.
-_-

I just hope things will get better as the days go by.
And maybe find someone to 'overwrite' all these bad memories.
Yeah. That would be nice.