As mentioned, I got my level 36!
I was playing one on one matches with Hasaki coz I only got like 5k exp to go. Should take around 25~40 songs or something on Thalia.

So yeah. We were playing and then this screen popped out. :)

And then the bugger had to do something and left me alone playing 'Recollection' with the hidden ring.
Hah, was simple enough. :)
I've been training myself for my level 40 mission (lvl 16 song or higher @ x1 speed). It's still a long way I know. (~72k exp more?)
Problem is.... I CAN'T FINISH THE SONGS @ x1 SPEED!?!!!~

I've been playing so much at x3 and above, I forgot about slow jamming. Sif.

More practicing.

Ideal songs would be Identity (lvl 17) or Identity Part 2 (lvl 16).
THOSE are relatively easy enough. :(

I sold all my stuffs so now I gots 165k++.
35k to my sulky face! WOOT. :)

So the time has finally come. I've made it past 2007.
365 days of weird wackiness and the conversion of a full time student to a full time worker.

O_O

Ah!!

But this also marks the start of my new job at Schering-Plough.
A new start of the year. A new job. Whoo... Kinda exciting don't you think? X3

AND ALSO my friend is getting married on the 24th of March 2008.
WTF?!?!!???! MARRIED?!?!?!

And another is getting engaged. OMGOMGOMGOMG. T_T

It has never occurred to me about getting married THIS soon.
I still want to enjoy. OMG.

Lots of stuffs to look out for in 2008. O-o

SO Hm.....
A list of resolutions?
Ok let's see....

1. STOP PROCRASTINATING!!! (this is gonna be so hard. T_T)
2. Start on a healthy lifestyle. (yes this means proper sleeping habits, exercise REGULARLY, proper meals, blah blah)
3. Start looking for a boyfriend and stop saying "MEN SUCKS" all the time. Even if they do. BAHAHA. (No more oogling at girls. T_T Girls are more nicer to look at then men anyway. Sif. Well except for a CERTAIN SOMEONE. He's nice to look at. XD)
4. I don't know. Might add more. But these are what I'm gonna do for 2008 anyway. :) Cept for the bf part. I'll leave that to fate. XD


Yeah. So have a great start to a new year.
ALSO - GOODBYE 20 YEARS OLD!
Gonna start as a young adult soon. 21. Woot. :D

Yesterday was super tiring for me.
Started the day @ 7am in town for a medical checkup.

Took my blood (!) samples, x-ray checks, blah blah blah....
Then it ended @ around 10:30am.

SO~ I went around town (alone, sob) window shopping and turned green (not literally) everytime I saw a sign board saying: 50% Discount.
Especially if the discount is on shoes. HFJSKJKDS!

Went back home @ around 2pm because PY asked me out to dinner with the rest of the guys later.
So went back and rested for a while, watched TV.... blah blah..

Went back outside to town @ 7pm to catch dinner with them @ breeks.
Saw the guys in their "NS Haircuts". AHAHA. All the 'botaks'. XD

As a side note: I wonder if I can meet a guy who looks @ me the same way David (PY's bf) sees her. Ugh. I AM JEALOUS! All the guys I went out with either looks @ me as a friend, or that kind of 'I WANT SEX' look. JFkdsjflds. :( I don't see any love in them. There is one time though with my ex. BUT that was all a facade. He's hiding a girl behind my back. GAH. What a stupid jerk. Pif. So let's continue the story:

I got myself a Cajun Blackened Fish. (Which is not really nice. Sauce is SUPER SWEET UGH)
And this waiter kept looking @ me. Bahahah. Not really, he was looking at my glass, wanting to top up and PY was like: Eh, La! How come that waiter keeps looking at you? HAHAHA. Silly girl. XD

Celebrated Satoshi's birthday @ some outdoor bar. Was fun. I didn't get any alcoholic drinks though. :) We got a strawberry jelly cheesecake. Was SUPER YUMMY. :)

Ended the day @ 12am. Whew. Managed to greet PY with a midnight happy birthday msg. XD
So. Yeah.

And today is Kevin's birthday as well. Woot! Happy birthday! :P

There's another birthday tomorrow for Bernard. LOL.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN YOU GUYS!

PS: Did that someone actually 'forgot' my birthday? jfkdslfjsdkhkfsd!! And I remembered his. Sif.

And now for O2 news.

Met Rit, tingz and Hasaki online on O2. Hahaha. Was fun playing with them. And I think I lost 10% of my x3 abilities while playing there. LOL.


123467. Where's the 5? If the 5 was there, it would have been perfect.
ARG. I could sell the kitty the GM gave me for 20k. And the angel for 10k. Then I'd have 150k++.
I'm so close to my sulky face and yet felt so far. There's another item I've been planning to buy.
That black bass. BUT IT'S 130k! OMG.

Another long mission to collect gems again. :(

AND WHERE'S MY LEVEL 36 MISSION!

PS: OMG tmr I got a medical checkup. They are gonna test my blood and urine. Help?! X_X

Felt like it was only yesterday that I've submitted my resume to Schering-Plough.
O wait, it was yesterday. Or 2 days ago to be exact.

Anyway, the HR person called me up for an interview on the same day my resume was submitted. O_O
Fast.

Then the next day, after being shot by tough questions by the HR manager and my soon-to-be supervisor, they called me up again. To say that I was accepted.
Super Fast.

Then I needed to sign a contract the following day.
Which is today.

And tomorrow, I need to go over to one of their clinics to get a medical checkup.

Geezus crap. This is too fast.

It's like going on a roller coaster, you go up and down, round and round, you'll feel sick and just when you can't take it and you wanna throw up, the ride ends.

O_O

I need to take a seat. :(

Oh and btw: The GM on o2jam gave me my monthly rewards items. Half of the stuffs, I already got them in my inventory. :( Ah well. Thanks anywho. :)

I am now 35. :)
Next: Level 36 mission. Whoot. :)

Ho ho ho~ *cough*

To all those who celebrates this holiday, merry christmas to you!
I got my present already : The Sims 2 with all expansions. :)

Who is it from?




Me.



...what?
It's the season of sharing and giving. And I'm giving it to myself to share. LOL.


'Tis the season to be jolly. Fa-la-la-la-la-la~


XD


PS: I'VE PASSED MY LEVEL 32 MISSION ON O2! (whichicheatedalittlelol)
PPS: To my GM on RO.
Yo. j00 disappeared or something?!

OMG OMG OMG WHYYYYY???????~!!

Why?!?!

I'm stuck at 31 and I can't even clear my level 32 mission song. Well there is a level 14 song that I can play. But I need real moneh to buy the song. SIF.

:(

So until I buy that prepaid card, I'm stuck @ 31 without any exp gain/ gem gain.
fdhsfkljdskljnfsl!!

:(

So I woke up today, threw open my curtains and was blinded by the bright.... sun. :(
But seriously, it was freaking bright. AND NO I'M NOT OVERREACTING!11 XD
It helped alot since the opposite block had white walls and the sun got reflected on it and into my wide (sleepy) eyes. [/sarcasm]

ANYWAY, the sky was fantastic. I got out my trusty (dusty) camera and took some shots. Yeah, I've been neglecting my camera ever since I got a new computer. O_O

I post processed them in Photoshop because the colors looked very plain and plain. XD

So yeah.
GO LOOK AT THEM! :) *Click*

Please and thank you. XD

To someone:

I can't stop thinking about you. It makes me sick everyday just trying to get you out. I know I should hate you for what you've done. But I still... love you. Madness? Maybe. Naive? Probably. I don't know.

I should be moving on. I know I've said some stuffs to you before we left on our separate ways. Mostly words that came out as anger. I hope you can forgive me for all those stuffs that I've said to you before. If you can't, then it's okay.

I don't know why I'm writing this. It just bugs me. I need to get it out. Somewhere. I really hope everything for you is fine there. With your life. And kid. Yeah. Wish you luck.

Lila.

Found an offline version of O2jam today. :)
Sadly it's in chinese.
Good thing is I managed to find the download page AND grab a translation site.

So yeah.

Oh and I can play all the songs that I've downloaded without buying it. Meaning, I can practice Gaussian Blur! (Yeah right, I can't even get past 20 seconds of the song. XD)

Soon to be 32? Idk. I can't finish Milk Chocolate now. WHY?!
I thought I can finish it. :(
Damn.

Time for plan B.
B for Bride in Dream. :(

It's amazing how much (bad) memories I can endure during my everyday life...

Almost everything I did resulted in a second long flashback. Something that reminded me of some incidents a few years, months or days back.
Sure I always lied about some having a memory of a goldfish. The fact is... I just don't want to remember some stuffs.
I can memorize pretty well, I admit. A little too well. :(

Stuffs that I want to erase completely from my mind, did the complete opposite. It remained forever etched in my brain cells, refusing to die.

Simple stuffs like cooking instant noodles, reminded me of a phrase a certain someone said to me.
Stuffs like watching Rurouni Kenshin, my fav anime of all time, reminded me of another someone.
Yes even stuffs I like doing, like playing RO, MVPing rather, reminded me of someone.

Sif.

I guess some stuffs are to be locked in your memory. Unless I get a concussion or something. That's a different story.

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...

Maybe I should do that.
Knock myself out cold so I'll forget stuffs.

No.

I'm not going back on that emotional rollercoaster again.
-_-

I just hope things will get better as the days go by.
And maybe find someone to 'overwrite' all these bad memories.
Yeah. That would be nice.

Hahah... Found something that I've stopped playing for like... what? 4 years?
Or something.

Creatures 3.

Strangely fun to play with again. I got a couple of add-ons scavenged from sites all over the place.

Ah... brings back memories. :)

O2 or RO wise, I haven't been doing any leveling at all. :(
Still left with 120k for my 200k sulky face on O2.
Still stuck at level 78 on RO.

*shakes head*

I've been doing some readings as well. The latest book I've got was Mike Gayle's - My Legendary Girlfriend. Still reading. And frankly speaking, after a few years of not reading any books, the amount of english words overwhelmed me. :(

I need to read more.

Overslept for WoE. =(

Went to RO today. Surprised no body is online. XD
Must be because it's still 10 in the morning?!

Heh

Then went to O2. Leveled up a bit. And got my level finally.
Yay for 31.
And I'm prepared to face my level 32 mission.

Coz I played Milk Chocolate at HX3 and was surprised that I actually got 25 combos. O_o
Eventhough the song states its a level 18 song, it's more easier than Bride in Dream which is a level 15 song. X_X

So yeah. Milk chocolate for level 32.

Met Hasaki on Kalliope. Got an ugly screenshot of my retarded 1 Jam combo. LMAO.


Moved to Thalia because we wanted to play a much harder song. Of course the bugger had to play some pr0 songs to show how pr0 he really was. Sif.
I'm pretty much retarded to play %5. The song is a complete retard. LOL.

Going back to RO now. Getting my level for my high priest? Prolly. She's at 6x% now. Couldn't be too hard.

Read someone's blog. I wonder if he ever realizes that I've been lurking in there. =/

Ah well. What else to be updated.... Hmm.. Oh yeah, was supposed to go out with Em today. But shucks, last minute extreme mensus cramps! I can't even get out from bed. Psh.
No love cramps.
No love PMS either. Damn emotional mood swing.
AND GUYS DON' T BLAME EVERYTHING ON PMS OKAY?!

Ugh... sucky day.
Raining outside.
Bla bla bla.
Cooking lunch.
Home alone.
Mensus cramps.
Online on RO.
Cramps.
Uncomfortable feeling.
GARH.

Well, I hope later when Light comes on we can go get some exp at Majos. Coz I'm planning to have this little "guild party" sometimes. It would be fun. XD

Just hoped that everyone would be 'on'. Most of the time I know what they're reaction would be:

"Oh I got my own slave, I'll bring that, dual client and I can get some exp as well..."
C'MON. There's more to RO then just hardcore lvling. D:

OR

"No. I'm lazy."
@_@

Yeah, that'd be it. For today.

>.<>:(

But this time I only spent like 10 bucks getting ePoints for O2jam. Luckily the stuffs there are pretty cheap. I got almost 170 e-points. Spent them on a couple of outfits for Sebu. And some extra stuffs to add that extra 'bling-bling'. *winkwink*

And I bought some p2p songs. :(
Ah but it wasn't a waste. 'Go Hell' is a nice buy.

I got a screenshot of Sebu in her 'homie' outfit. LOL. Not really though. This is the closest I can get. :D
And I made that into a siggeh. :D


Prolly make one for Hasaki, my lil sis and my lil bro....
YEAH I GOT EVERYONE HOOKED ON O2. XD

Level 29 ftw. I could've spend the time leveling my high priest/sniper.... D:
But RO has gotten so boring/bland lately. Everytime I got on, I almost fell asleep. Except for O2, that's based on your eye-hand coordination. (a.k.a finger skillz) LOL.

PS: It's always nice to own Hasaki once a while. Damn bugger is pr0. D:
PPS: OMG. I know the screenies are like squished. I got a wide-screen and the screenies they saved it as 800x600. :< My resolution is like... 1440x900. It's full screen and thus, they... squished it. :(

Whooo.....
Forgot to take a screenie @ my level 28 mission success. :(
A step closer to getting my sulky face! =D

Bleh. Nothing much happening.
Oh I bought an xmas set for SebuChan. :)

In O2 news, I owned Hasaki. The End. =)
And I got level 26. =D

PS: I'm scared of level 28 mission. Halp?

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...
...

PSH THIS IS THE 1ST TIME I OWNED HIM OKAY?! =(

I made a couple of new avvies today. Could've done more. Just gotten lazy.

Psh. I'm getting so lazy to do anything nowadays. ANYWAY!
Got on google and searched out L'arc~en~Ciel photos. Got a handful of them. But sadly nobody posted a photo of Yuki (i think?) and Ken. :(

Tetsu's got a couple of him looking err... cute?
And Hyde as usual shows off his feminine side. LOL.

Ok, enough talk. Here are the avvies! These took a couple of layers btw. ALL 100% fully post-processed on photoshopped. And I'm proud of them. =]

Woke up @ 4am today to WoE. Looks like nobody is online. Still.

Bleh, should've just slept through.

I got my lvl 23 on O2 today. No screenshots. You guys can imagine it's still the same avatar, with a level 23.
Oh, and I bought a necklace for her.

Yay for level 24 mission coming up. Been practicing Bride in Dream at NX5 for it. :> If that fails I always got Kan Kan.

Basically, that's it. Wow empty, boring entry much?

...

Oh and my grandma got admitted to the hospital for slipping in the bathroom. Can't imagine myself in 50 years time. =/ I hope she's alright.

AND, I haven't been smsing 'S' for a while now. Wonder how he's doing. I don't wanna be a desperate n00b and keep smsing every few hours. LOL. I'm sure he would hate that. Because I would.

And seeing that both our tastes are alike.... I can assume he would to.

Strange man... I've never met a guy whose personality is so similiar to mine. Makes things easier when we're going out. I don't have to decide most things because whatever he chooses, I would choose the same shit too. :>
*nawwww*

Which is why most of the time I would say 'anything' if he asks me a question. Man, he would think what a brainless bimbo I am. When I'm actually trying to know what he would prefer.

...

And we can 'mind-read' each other too. I don't know why. But this relationship felt right the moment it started. Don't tell me. I'm. Fated. :<

I should just let fate drive me again. If we're really fated. We'll meet again. Somewhere.

Came online. Saw that EuphRO is strangely down for almost a day.
(lol wipe/rollback)

Told my mum to get the saturday papers. Said it was out of stock. O_o;

=/A better screenshot of my character. I don't know why it turned out ugly the last time.
Also I got my level. Yay.

183k away from sulky face. :(